Happy Friday all! I'm so excited to share my first page as a new
Punky Rebel! This layout is inspired by a fabulously funky sketch designed by Camilla.
Such a fun and inspiring sketch!!! I was really trying to stay as close to the sketch as I could. I love a good negative space layout and thought this would be the time to try one out for myself! Unfortunately, for the life of me I couldn't leave the space alone!
Plus, I was dealing with some personal frustrations in my own life, so with scrapbooking being my "therapy" I decided to put my issues onto paper and it changed things a bit!
Hate that pic of me btw, but my hubby and I don't take pics often so its all I had at the moment. It was taken a week after having my daughter...almost 3 years ago.


In the beginning, this layout was about our frustrations of never being able to do right by certain people, and feeling like we are constantly the butt of their jokes...and the feeling that anything we do will be wrong! So, originally the circles from the sketch made me think about targets and how we seem to be targeted often! So, since I couldn't get my point across with a bunch of little targets I decided to make one big target and then use darts to mimic the circles. The darts are the gossip, slander, accusations, etc., but if you notice they aren't even aiming for the target. Instead, all the arrow's are directed to my husband and I (and some of the real life stuff is directed to my 4 year old son). The bricks and title symbolize our strong foundation...that no matter what is thrown our way we will still stand strong together. If you take a closer look at the target you will notice that the center of it is actually a mirror. I believe (from experience) that in almost every instance if you have a problem with another person you really need to take a deep look inside yourself to see where these issues are originating??? If you are really honest with yourself you will find that the problem is usually because that other person is projecting something in them that you dislike about yourself...
Unfortunately, after making this layout I didn't like the feelings that I had. It felt like it was done out of anger and that is something I don't want in my life. So if you know nothing about me, one thing you need to know is that in the past I have been a girl who would react in a big way when I was angry!! Yep...a MEAN little drama queen is what I
was! I've really tried to change that about myself and now I'm hoping people realize I just don't react...unless its in prayer..
So with that said, I took these uneasy feelings to God in prayer and I received a different perspective on this layout. I was put in my place about judging those who attack us, because it hasn't been that long ago that I was the one throwing the darts! Plus, I saw the target a little differently as well. The grid on the target started to look more like the cross...which reminded me that I have to have the faith to trust that God will take care of things and will reveal His truth in His time! The mirror also reminded me that I need to keep my eyes on the target (knowing who I am in Christ...having His reflection) because the moment I lose focus, is the moment that I allow the arrows to penetrate and I stumble back into the same rut I had finally gotten myself out of! Believe me NO ONE wants that!!!
So there you have it..."Deep Thoughts" by Misty Russell...
Shewww..I'm sure you're glad that all that rambling is finally over! Now if you haven't already, head over to
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